Ba da ba ba, ba da ba ba

"If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along?
If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along?
If I tell you I'm strong, will you play along?
Or will you see I'm as insecure as anybody else?

If I follow along, does it mean I belong?
If I follow along, does it mean I belong?
If I follow along, does it mean I belong?
Or will I keep on feeling different from everybody else?

If I sing a song, will you sing along?
If I sing a song, will you sing along?
Or should I just keep singing right here by myself?

Ba da ba ba, ba da ba ba
Ba da ba ba, ba ba da ba ba
Ba da ba ba, ba da ba ba
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh" - Blue Man Group Feat. Dave Matthews.

Dont mean that to sound as mopey and whiney as the words by them self do. just kinda remebered the song, and yeah those feelings are in there somewhere me thinks........and its now 6:54 in the mornin and i just typed alot of shit on my other blog which i edited like 50000000 times to make sure i got out what i wanted to say right and not just sounndin like an ass..........so im just gonna go with the lasy route here and post someone elses words. but at this point explaining this has tkaen up way way more words than i meant, and i might as well just delete the last lyrics, but 1 this wont make any sense without somethin about it 2 im kinda layin on my bed like a paraplegic with my arms sprawled half way across the bed, and i dont have the energy to move the mouse to highlight then delete those words, and i dont feel like movin my hand even far enough to reach the arrow keys........and if u ask how im gonna post this.....which i know u will cause u care soooooooooo much and are in such deep contimplation about this that u need a cup of tea a smoke and dictionary, just to grasp my words. im gonna use the tab key, if u have ever typed tired like where u cant move ur hands much then u know tab is just pinky away. where as the arrows are a whole hand pick up. which is just crazy for me to do right now...........omg why am i still going.............i dont know. well u should at least be glad i didnt make any mistakes that were backspace worthy cause then u would just be reading garbble.........well its time for that crazy pinky action. and 1 2 3............tab time. well crap. this is a text page. shit. it just moved that blinks cursor line thing over. well if u see this at alll we will have to find out in the morning cause i think im just gonna close my eyes and not move at all................nope.................well............crap have to turn off my monitor..........that mean a hand has to move.................well here goes the mouse. yep.

im an idiot.